blame myself

WHEEE~ im back, after a century! Ok shall post some stuff that happen recently. Went to watch a movie with mich, jolene and zhaolin yesterday. Didnt know wat to watch at 1st, only decided when we reach there. After looking at the posters, we decided to watch BLADES OF GLORY. it is a movie bout ice skating & it was damn funny. The 2 guys was like doing some vry obscene stuff throughout the movie and the best part is, towards the ending, the part where they perform the IRON LOTUS, was damn kan chiong. Fortunately, the guy head wasnt cut off =)). ok.. Today WAS SUPPOSED TO go to esplanade for off centre play. But too bad, i reach city hall and i was informed that we need to wear semi formal in order to enter. i didnt went to the gate of esplanade and try anyway. Just heard them say and i turn back le... When jolene called me to ask me to go back to esplanade as she said the person allows me to go in, i was already at the gates of the mrt, although i haven went in. BUT, i told her that i was already in the mrt cos i just couldn't stand the way the pple look and tease me. To go to the play being so XTRA and SO UNCOMFORTABLE, i rather i waste the $10 and not go in. I SERIOUSLY CANT STAND FEDERICK THEY ALL , THEY JUST GIVE ME THAT KIND OF EYES, IT JUST MAKES ME FEEL ANGRY BUT I DIDNT WANNA SHOW IT ONLY. ok watever, im damn pissed now. But anyway i dun blame others. It was me that was sua gu (gu1 lou4 gua3 wen2) x((!
Ok and here's some of the grades for my MYE, although they suck:
English C5
HCL B4
A MATH F9
E MATH F9
CHEMISTRY A2
PHYSICS C6
ELEC GEOG D7
CORE LIT *unknown yet*
SOCIAL STUDIES C6

My target L1R5 was <18, but well, i OVERSHOT~