once again, sis brought shermaine back today. and this is the moment i always anticipated every week, cos like i said before, whenever my sis comes back home, i will always have gd stuff to eat =D and i cant even believe my whole family actually got to survive on instant noodles ytd =O sooner or later, i think i will go bald if this goes on. so yes, i love my sis, cos shes the one thats going to prevent me frm going bald =D anyway, shermaine's looks kinda changed again. i dont know why, but everytime she comes back, her looks change. and shes going to talk soon i guess, cos when i played with her just now, she keeps on making all these weird noises as if she wants to talk but dont know how. i'll wait for a few more weeks.

then dinner, walk for a few kilometers to the coffee shop my father works in. he sells economic rice (whatever its called) at a shop there. this is the 1st time i visited him here and i didnt call him directly when i reach there, instead, i observe him frm afar. i can really see him slogging his guts out there. the queue was nvr ending and he couldnt even slack for one sec. now then, i realise how hard he is working there, just trying to feed our family cos he's the sole breadwinner. its time to cut my spendings and stop asking money frm them, probably he wont feel so pressured. after Os, i will also find a job to help lighten his burden, its my responsibility as a son after all. and to whoever out there that look down on my father, i just want to say that im proud of him. whatever he has done in the past, it doesnt matter anymore. what matters is the present, no use living in the past right?

after dinner, all of us walk home tgt. i was chatting with my sis on the way home, and yes! i manage to get her to sponsor me my prom clothes. HO YEAH! ive been thinking where to get the money, now can no need think liao. haha.

and ive think it through. no one owes me a living. so i shall stop blaming my friends and my family. i shall complain less cos there are ppl out there who are far worse than me, im alrdy kinda fortunate.

one more thing to say, as the flat i live in is quite old, there is no lift, so i have to climb stairs one. and one of our room, we rent to a mother and a daughter, frm china one =.= so when i climbing up the stairs just nw, i saw the daughter and her boyfriend kissing at the staircase la. WTF MAN. dont they know that, thats the only path ppl can use and they still do this kind of gross stuff there. ARGHH. i think i arrive one step late, they going to fuck alrdy. =.= zzz. the worst thing is, i run pass them, they nvr even stop kissing. maybe they nvr notice me? too engross in it liao.

tmr i shall cook porridge for my family. say no to instant noodles. eat too much bad for health.

pictures time.

what are u doing?


want take faster take, i want slp liao.


see what see, want fight ah?


dont worry, this milk nt frm china =D




it's these normal things that can be easily lost.