wtf can i do to make myself study? this is getting really tiring. at home, cant study. and now, even going to sch, im also not studying. it's around 10 days to o lvls and there's no time for me to ponder over this kinda stupid stuff. time waits for no man, it's all up to me now.

yea, u are right. this is my life and ive got to stand up and fight for myself cos no one else would. that sms did strike me hard enough. this world isnt how i think it is after all. i have to take control of my life, that's the one and only way. maybe that sms was meant to be a joke, but thanks. my honor to have a friend like u.

this will be my last post before o lvls. it's the last lap now. i've got to run. i may not be able to catch up, but i must try. too late u may say, but this is my resolve so dont try to stop me. i wish all those reading, all the best for o lvls. may the best man wins. till then, gd bye for now.

officially on hiatus till 13 of nov, cheers.