i'm sick of my current life.
there's probably something wrong with me, or the ppl around me.
i don't know.
forgive me when i nvr say anything, it just simply means i don't know what to say.
it's tiring to make friends.
and i'm really tired of being who i'm not.
putting a smile when im not even happy.

ppl always say, 'why mind what others think? cos those who mind doesnt matter and those who matter dont mind'.
yea, i know.
but can we really not mind?
i wish i could.

no matter how hard i try, its still not working.

"Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend!"
- Bronwyn Polson (frm bev's blog)

well. this is probably true.

funny how what comes out on paper never seems to show just exactly how deep the pain really runs. (frm nic's blog)