sometimes i seriously dont know how am i supposed to communicate with my parents. just a moment ago, my parents was using my sister's comp to watch some drama series in the room and i was playing my game in the living room. and because they do not know how to use the comp, they wanted me to go help them shut down the comp since they've finished. but because im in the midst of the game, i told them to slp 1st and i will go shut it down after ive finish, using a very gentle tone. and guess what. they are so damn demanding that they wanted it to be shut down right away, but still i tried to tone down and tell them that i cant really move away frm my game currently and that i will go and shut it down in 15 mins. and my mum started to go rampage saying that im so addicted to the comp that i cant even move. pls la, its 2 diff things, why cant they try to understand me abit more? im not even using a harsh tone to talk to them. and worst is, 5 mins later, my mum came out of the room and started hitting me with a cane on my back while im still playing. this seriously makes me damn pek chek so i just shouted that she was damn fucking ridiculous and demanding. and the next thing she did was that she started pulling my hair. i was so angry that i just threw the game aside and grabbed her hands. then she started going on and on about how the computer have made me become so violent and how it had affected my studies. why does she have to link everything to the computer? i really dont know how to communicate with them anymore. tone down also no use. everything i do is always rebelious in their eyes. i might as well not make an effort at all since they arent as well.

anyway, we had our grp presentation today and although it wasnt vry well done, im still quite satisfied with it. next 2 weeks is going to be hell since its so packed with the preparation of the video. and there will be a studio proj which takes up a major proportion of our results right after this integrated assignment. but im going to endure! cos the hols that follows after everything motivates me to move on.