WOOOOHOOOOO! went swimming tdy at yishun safra, SHIOKKKK!!

anyway thanks for bringing the keys here to amk even though it was raining outside. i would have died waiting for my family if u didnt. and dont take what i say to heart, they were all jokes. i sincerely hope u will do well with flying colours and believe that u could.

and low jian kai. pls stop emoing and have more confidence in yourself! im sure your dreams will come true so pls stop looking down on yourself. who do u expect to look up to u when u are nt even looking up to yourself? and dont even give shit to what others are talking bout u. at least u know theres still ppl that believe in u right?

lol wth.

went for a trip to the singapore river today to take photos for my assignment. thought it was going to be boring and tedious but it turned out unexpectedly fun. its been years since i last walk along the sg river. anyway thanks for your company, low jiankai.

here are some of the shots taken.

even though i doesnt look good and is unsociable, im still happy that im made this way because it allows me to cherish my friends more and let me identify who are my true friends and not. although it may be painful to talk about certain things, it feels as if u have just lifted a heavy boulder off your chest after talking bout it. and those that are willing to listen are of cos those u call buddies, and who knows they may share the same viewpoint as u, thats the best thing. though certain parts of your life are screwed up, u know theres still these grp of ppl who are still there for u, to back u up and lend u a helping hand or listening ear when u need them. thats enough even if u have to go through hell.

and happy 17th michelle yio! hope u had fun today cos we all did although we had to play at kids amaze. hahaha. anyway, all the best in your pursue of your studies and in everything u do!

gt a call frm my aunt and it has been confirmed that my cousin has been diagnosed with leukemia. its seriously saddening and at the same time, hard to believe. she's only 8 this yr? and she was begging her parents to get her out of the hospital just nw, saying that theres no hope anymore and that she just wants to go home. getting so many shots a day and having to go through so many therapy.

life is so damn fragile. one moment u look fine, and the next, not anymore. whats going on with the younger generation? all the disease seems to be befalling on them. few months ago was my 9yr old cousin diagnosed with bone cancer. and my mum was saying its probably because of what their parents have done and their karma. but god must be blind, even if theres retribution, it should be on oneself to pay for the price instead of having the ppl around them suffer.

the words nvr seemed to be enough to convey anything. now im back to where i started.

all the best to all whos taking o lvls. hopefully u make it into nyp's animation then maybe poly life wouldnt be as bad as it is nw. im seriously desperate for a companion here. must come find me!!!