even though i doesnt look good and is unsociable, im still happy that im made this way because it allows me to cherish my friends more and let me identify who are my true friends and not. although it may be painful to talk about certain things, it feels as if u have just lifted a heavy boulder off your chest after talking bout it. and those that are willing to listen are of cos those u call buddies, and who knows they may share the same viewpoint as u, thats the best thing. though certain parts of your life are screwed up, u know theres still these grp of ppl who are still there for u, to back u up and lend u a helping hand or listening ear when u need them. thats enough even if u have to go through hell.

and happy 17th michelle yio! hope u had fun today cos we all did although we had to play at kids amaze. hahaha. anyway, all the best in your pursue of your studies and in everything u do!