WOOOOHOOOOO! went swimming tdy at yishun safra, SHIOKKKK!!

anyway thanks for bringing the keys here to amk even though it was raining outside. i would have died waiting for my family if u didnt. and dont take what i say to heart, they were all jokes. i sincerely hope u will do well with flying colours and believe that u could.

and low jian kai. pls stop emoing and have more confidence in yourself! im sure your dreams will come true so pls stop looking down on yourself. who do u expect to look up to u when u are nt even looking up to yourself? and dont even give shit to what others are talking bout u. at least u know theres still ppl that believe in u right?

lol wth.

went for a trip to the singapore river today to take photos for my assignment. thought it was going to be boring and tedious but it turned out unexpectedly fun. its been years since i last walk along the sg river. anyway thanks for your company, low jiankai.

here are some of the shots taken.

even though i doesnt look good and is unsociable, im still happy that im made this way because it allows me to cherish my friends more and let me identify who are my true friends and not. although it may be painful to talk about certain things, it feels as if u have just lifted a heavy boulder off your chest after talking bout it. and those that are willing to listen are of cos those u call buddies, and who knows they may share the same viewpoint as u, thats the best thing. though certain parts of your life are screwed up, u know theres still these grp of ppl who are still there for u, to back u up and lend u a helping hand or listening ear when u need them. thats enough even if u have to go through hell.

and happy 17th michelle yio! hope u had fun today cos we all did although we had to play at kids amaze. hahaha. anyway, all the best in your pursue of your studies and in everything u do!

gt a call frm my aunt and it has been confirmed that my cousin has been diagnosed with leukemia. its seriously saddening and at the same time, hard to believe. she's only 8 this yr? and she was begging her parents to get her out of the hospital just nw, saying that theres no hope anymore and that she just wants to go home. getting so many shots a day and having to go through so many therapy.

life is so damn fragile. one moment u look fine, and the next, not anymore. whats going on with the younger generation? all the disease seems to be befalling on them. few months ago was my 9yr old cousin diagnosed with bone cancer. and my mum was saying its probably because of what their parents have done and their karma. but god must be blind, even if theres retribution, it should be on oneself to pay for the price instead of having the ppl around them suffer.

the words nvr seemed to be enough to convey anything. now im back to where i started.

all the best to all whos taking o lvls. hopefully u make it into nyp's animation then maybe poly life wouldnt be as bad as it is nw. im seriously desperate for a companion here. must come find me!!!

sch sucks, life goes on. and we will start a new semester tmr with one less person. hi to more assignments and projects, more after effects, illustration and photoshop.

had steamboat on fri with ky, sk, zk and jh. and its been months since i last saw them except for ky. not that im gay but theres nth wrong with missing ur friends right. and we decided to stayover at jh hse after that since time seems to be too short for us to fully enjoy ourselves. and great company promises great fun so nth much to be said.

and theres a 4e guys gathering on monday which i had to miss cos i have work, fml. only 1 week of hols left and i have to go back to my poly which i dont really look forward to.

to be honest i dont really have alot of friends that i could talk and laugh with. probably less than 20, but im thankful for that.

saw this on ben's facebook and decided to share it.

pause the blog music and watch it with the music on.


a simple act can really change someone's life sometimes. life wouldnt be easy but it will definitely be worth it.

Remember to spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember to say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person will soon grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there anymore.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind so there will not be any regrets in your life.

theres seriously something wrong with certain people. was working in macs just now for a promotion going on between starhub and macs and i was suppose to go around to ask the ppl there if they are interested to sign up for starhub tv on their mobile phones. ok now, ppl go macs is to makan and in order to start promoting, u have to wait for them to at least eat finish right? then in order to see who eat finish u have to stand at a place whereby u can see the whole macs in one glance. so i was standing there, then someone called the macs and the manager answered. and u know what, its a complaint against me frm a certain customer. now u must be thinking that its me being rude, but hell no. that customer complain that i damn block way. wth. how big can a mcdonalds be? and the starhub boss was telling me not to stand outside of the mcdonalds in case the security guard complain me. so in the end, i was made to stand somewhere at the entrance but not outside so that no one will complain, which in my opinion, that spot is even more block road. ok im done ranting. and just to add on, theres this worker in macs which is in his early 30s frm dont know what country who i think was very nice cos he kept talking to me. then wth, he asked if he could come my house a few days later when we just met for a few hours ago. hell no man.

edit: ok die. 'hi wenjian what u doing right now this is jon at mcd..' and i have to see him next week. noooooooooo.

accepted the job frm cale for the following few days since i would be rotting at home even if i dont work. evryone is having sch so its almost impossible to go out during weekdays and all of them are having their major exams, which means more rotting for me, might as well go out there and earn some extra bucks. and sch is starting in another 2 weeks which i hope it doesnt. i know im contradicting myself cos i dont want to rot and i dont want sch to start but thats how it is.

anyway, going back to msia next week.

went to watch phobia 2 today. its scarier than the 1st one and i gt shocked & jumped three times. thailand creates best ghost show as compared to the other countries in my opinion. it at least has an ending to them that rounds the story up instead of letting it hang there like the others produced by other countries, which usually end with someone screaming or what. although there are still some lame endings, at least the money is worthy for the scare. and the main purpose of a haunted show is to get scared right?

and we do what we enjoy, no matter what others say. even if its a waste of time. but hey, its the hols right?

5am in the morning and im awake. ive found something that will keep me going for the rest of the hols.

and fuck my gpa. freaking piece of shit. looks like im still not trying hard enough. time to put more time into after effects and photoshop next sem. now i owe u a meal. damn. but anyway, congrats for your gd results.

have been camping over at darren's hse for 4 days and playing psp non-stop. the next thing i knew 2nd week of hols is over. how should i say this. it feels like ive wasted 1 whole week although i enjoyed myself.

and we were talking about having split personalities few days ago, not those mental kind. usually ppl have a few different grp of cliques and they act differently depending on which grp they are with. and i thought i was the only one with this problem until they brought this up. or rather we were nt being ourselves when we are with ppl who are not close enough yet for us to be. thank god i met them, at least theres 1 grp of ppl whom i do not need to put up a front at all when around them. the most tiring thing on earth is to socialize and make friends.

just finished 2 days of work at singapore swimming club!!! the bosses there were really nice cos they were slping and slacking themselves too. and our job was to just sit there infront of the pool to mend the booth but there were practically no ppl, so we were looking at the competition held there all the time. anyway, i really enjoy the experience there, hopefully they will call us back again. but that also means i have to camp at yong's hse, again. lol.

WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! 7 weeks of freedom is finally here. though still have to go sch tmr to exhibit our works. time really flies. 1st sem is over alrdy and i really enjoy what im learning now.

studio proj presentation turns out pretty well. i was still feeling demoralised before it was our turn but it wasnt as bad as i thought. mr eric even praised me for my presentation skills. hahah. and mr yang tien was really inspiring. he really motivates and encourages us to work harder. mr charles also helped us when we were being questioned by the other lecturers. glad they were our lecturers.

gonna work with sapi yong for the hols every weekends. looking forward to it and that also means money is rolling in. woooo.

the 3 weeks long studio project is finally coming to an end. 9am-6pm everyday in sch these days were hell and everything will be over soon. anyway, as the grp ldr of the team, i really want to thank my team members for being cooperative and also understanding for my absence due to the funeral i had to attend. we wouldnt be still on schedule without u guys, thank you.

and tmr's the last lap, so, all the best everyone and of cos grp 6!!!

3 more days to freedom. theres only keynote and report left.

and i was fuck pissed when i heard that tdy. whats the point of going to lan with ppl who's so damn ****** up? i was so near to punching him. fuck.

its those simple & lighthearted moments that spur me on. this is enough. im contented.