FUCK IT! today's a fucking hell day. it started off quite well actually, but results just keep coming back in, KNN! start of the day, everybody's kinda cheerful one. but the results thats returned just dampened their spirits one by one. its hard not to get disappointed though. bad grades just came in one after another. bunches of c6s for me, which i wasnt very sad over, cos i dont really have very high expectations for myself. but then ppl around just broke down one, followed by another. it just makes the whole place kinda tense. and unknowingly, u started to emo as well. first was caleena crying. then came kingyew trashing the papers infront of me. and the situation around u just become super silent... i was just thrown into this emo state, guess its unavoidable. results can jolly well fuck off. why do ppl in society look at results so much? and they keep telling us that results are not the most important but the process is. still, their behaviour and actions showed otherwise. whatever u do, results are what they look at 1st. this is just one big irony and it should be condemned.

then after all the results shit, went to TM with hong lao jie, li pin and zhao. and like i say, i was damn emo all of a sudden, didnt even spoke a word at TM. it was until we eat then i talk. and all of them was wondering why im so quiet today. then say i give a kind of very angry look, so they dont really dare to say anything before that as well.. hais.. but anyway, thanks for trying to comfort me, at least im feeling better now. then went to JIGSAW WORLD to buy that someone's present. bought a 204 pieces mini puzzle and a wooden frame, then off to kopitiam to fix that puzzle. dont think its an easy task, it may seems so but it isnt =) took the 4 of us till 7 night to get it done and framed up. lol, and it feels kinda satisfied. and im officially brain-dead and cockeyed after it cos the puzzle pieces were super small.

i seriously hope that i can endure through tmr. i dont want to see anyone emo-ing and crying again. i just hate that tense situation like today's. i believe tmr will be a better one. till then, we'll see..

pictures for today:

before...


after =D




i've watched the same drama unfold so many times
today kinda feels like i'm watching it again...